I rlly wanna end mi life, but idk(long)?

Im 16 and mi ex fianc� got me pregnant and I kept the baby n in feburary I got in a car accident and lost mi baby gurl in mi stomach, and then I started dating mi frend Bently and he's kind of a messed up guy, he does drugs like meth merijuana and what not, and is just not stable but I loved him but then he just went off on me callin me a whore, hoe, skank, and **** for no reason, n mi moms a drunk ***** who beat me n was and still is a horrible mother, so i ran away from az to NY to mi aunt and stayed there for a bit, and that's where I met up wit mi frend Peter and we started dating and things were great till he cheated on me wit an actual skank, and just at the end treated me like ****, so I went bac to az and mi mom kicked the living **** out of me and I just don't think the world wud care if died, any like reason y I shudnt?